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Sometimes I pass though a strange phase. Just like how I'm now at the present moment. Totally baffled and have no clue! I'm not able to focus on any particular thing and nothing seems to be interesting! Its strange because I am not able to overcome though I know exactly what's going on in my mind. I'm trying to indulge myself into something but nothing seems to be encouraging enough. Every time I think of doing something, something holds me back and the next moment I lose interest in it. It's like you're caught in a place full of cobweb and your vision isn't clear, you try hard to clear off the web so as to get a clear vision but end up getting into a much worse situation with cobwebs on your hands and you realize you are still in the same place and stuck in the same condition. Been in this kind of situation before, I've always failed to perceive the reason for this. I know I get better after a little while but i wonder why I've to pass through this phase. It is sick.

I'm not able to sit at one place, not able to watch TV for more than 2 minutes. I'm not getting an urge to read a book or something nor feeling like going out for a walk or ride. What's wrong? Why am I feeling so? I'll be meeting my friends in a few hours and I've to be happy about this fact. But I'm not able to put my mind on focus. The thoughts are switching at great speed and I'm sure I end up confused. So I decided to switch on the comp, played the song "Losing my Religion" by REM and checked my mails and also logged into orkut. Orkut didn't amuse me nor did the forwarded mails in my mailbox but the song made me feel better. I like this song very much and I was glad it was being played in the background! I decided to write something so I logged in here. By the time I started to write this it was Yves Larock's 'Rise up' on my winamp player! Exactly what I needed at this moment, I love the video and gives me great feeling every time I watch it! As I write this last line it's holiday by Scorpions now, how I long for a nice holiday to some far away place!
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